full moon

So, My due date was Saturday. Overdue once again. Not so much fun. Tomorrow is Colleen's birthday. My mom thinks it would be special to have the baby on the same day as Colleen's birth date. My dad thinks tonight is a full moon and I'm going to have the baby tonight. I don't know what to think. Every time I start having contractions they just go away. Its not fun. Last night I was bed for 2 hours with contractions and once again they faded away. It stinks, pain with no reward. If I'm going to have contractions, the baby should come with them. Its frustrating. Some moments I feel like I will be pregnant forever.